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Shackera is too busy she says and I was bold and barefaced to ask her to hook me up with one of her friends or anyone who would be interested in me. She responded no but not responding to my texts or even reading them. She seems to want nothing to do with me and has not yet blocked me but I’ll leave her alone. If she wants to talk and be friends or be boyfriend and girlfriend with me that’s fine but for now I’ll keep actively looking on the dating apps.
She was cute but seemed poor and I can’t visit her in the ghetto. Thought at first she lived somewhere safer and out of the lane thing. Sorry, I have ambition. It made me depressed and lonely but I am getting over it. Since 2024 I have been looking for a partner but nothing so far.
I’ve come so close but they want money, cars or for me to love alone or visit them. I suck at knowing dirctyions to places and I live with my parents earning a little bit of money. It’s a reality I can’t shake and my parents don’t support me finding another job. One day though.
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